I am still in love with you

Rayhan,
There're a lot of things i wanna tell u.
I am so in love with you since we get to know during Ramadan.
Yeah i admit it is too early.
Trust me, my love for you is purely sincere.

I have a crush for you since we in school at smkCp.
After i have done my SPM, we lost contact.
I never forget you but i dunno how to cntct u since there.

My stayed in Sabah bring you back to me.
Yes i am so thankful for that to happened.
You are the only reason i keep in my mind when i started to feel regret for not continuing my studies.

Sometimes, i hate myself for loving you so deeply.
Yeah i am always missing you.
i am always thinking about you.
and i cant get you out of my mind.
That's make me really hate myself.

I know you want your time.
your space to achieving your Dreams.
But it is hard to you to think about me a bit?
Yeah i am you boyfriend and you full time lover.
Although you think it is over after a week,
but for me it's not.
Coz we are not declared it is over.
I am still your boyfriend.

I try to understand your situation.
I try to understand your problem.
But is it hard for you to understand my feelings?
At least show me that you care.
It is enough for me.

Sighs im tired.
But yes i am still waiting and just keep waiting.
Bcoz i never forget our promise.
You are the one and only.
My heart is totally into you.
But do you?

The least i can do is praying to god to make you are mine.
I know we are much too far away.
And it's hard to make the relationship goes well.
I am trying to be the best boyfriend to you.
The best boyfriend and lover in your life.

There're so many things that i cant describe.
It is bleeding all inside my heart.
Rayhan, pls come back to me.
I need you to complete my dreams.
I will waiting for you no matter how long it takes.